beaming me :)

I'm a wonderful person. I must be such a joy to be around!

You're only as good as your last fight

Arguments and fights are a part of life. I'm sure you knew that but I sort of missed that lesson up until this summer. I always thought I was a peace loving bundle (of joy) but...well...no.

I love a good fight...the shouting, the drama, the tears, the swollen eyes. Why ease tension watching people fight when you can get into one yourself! It's so refreshing.

But the fight is followed by that silence, the customary 'reflect back on your actions.' Let's just say that's when I see me in all my glorious faults and don't like me.

So now I try to judge less. For example:

you're drunk...oh I'm just as useless/wasted when I sulk. (manage a smile)

you're ugly...it's not like you chose to be. (seriously what happened!)

your math is worse than mine...I have my days too. (not really)

you can't help fight...life would sort of be dull without any action. (I wish I had a gun)

but you're skiiiny....ok so I haven't mastered this yet! (EeeeW)

So next time you pass me by, don't let the innocent face fool you. I might not comment on your shoes or your BMI but if need be I'll pick that fight till one drops.

:)

P.S. pardon the mistakes if you do spot them.

a thought in a moment

At every step in life a heart is broken. If not mine, then yours.

Rational living

Don't leave a cotton bud in your dark denim and then machine wash it...with other dark pants. (Don't ask how 'it' got there in the first place).

Don't apologise for a bad haircut/ day.

Scream if you have to, write if you have to.


There...that covers life-lessons from week 21, 2010.

At home

Been round the corner
Over the bend
Under a mood
And then
Besides myself

Been where I shouldn't be
At the crossroads
In the twilight
Lonely and tired
Proud and selfish

Now I am
In love with you
My heart rested
And soul set free

Now I am at home with Thee